10 things you need to know about fear

10 Things to Know about Fear from Ann Voscamp. My comments are italicized.

1. Don’t fear failing. Fear not obeying the Lord.
But why? Because God intended for us to pass through this and paid the price for our failures. Because no matter how much we fail, if we turn to Him, He will heal us now and make it possible for us to live later. Disobeying the Lord brings sorrow. Always. But even that failure can be made right.

2. Fear is a fraud.

Nowhere on earth is beyond the reach of God.

3. All fear is but the notion that God’s love ends.

4. Your fears don’t decide your fate — your fears destroy your faith.

5. We must try do that which we know we cannot — to prove that it’s our God who cannot fail.


5. Everything your Father has for you — is over the fence of fear.

6. Travel in the direction of your fears — to let God direct your life.

7. Fear doesn’t stop the really bad things in your life, it stops you from really living.

8. It’s impossible to simultaneously feel fear — and give thanks.

9. Fear is always the flee ahead. God is I AM and His presence fills the present moment.

Just. Rest. in. Him. in. This. Moment.

10. Do not feed the ducks, or the bears, or the fears. Feed your soul — on the Word that is the Bread of Life.

I realize that to those who haven't felt the healing balm of the Lord, this could all sound very fairy tale-ish. In fact, it is. Good will triumph? God's love knows no reach? Don't you read the news? Is your life really that charmed? All I can say is that because my life is not charmed, I know the power that relying on the Lord's love has. Because of the grace of the atonement, I am happy. Without it, I would sincerely be miserable.

Fear. I can’t help as I read these how much we all feel fear, yet as we walk we often do not see it in others, only ourselves. I have always known about Christ, but it wasn’t until tragedy entered my life that I had to choose. Choose to believe that he really does love me, really can comfort me, really did intend for me to pass through this valley of the shadow of death. Or choose to give up that hope and…..and what? Lay my spirit down and seek the wildly disappointing comforts the world offers? I stopped looking to God for a time, and all I could find was a barren, hot desert. There is no comparison. I have been astounded as I turned to Him. His love has and is currently pulling me through that valley. Pulling me, sustaining me. We need Him. We all need Him. I need Him, oh and how.

And by the way, I wouldn't know Him as I do, without that valley.

Migrating West

Sunset in Payson, Utah.

The Utah Exodus is what my bishop calls July in Dallas. The congregation evaporates and a few sparse bodies dot the chapel pews. We left too! No reason to stay in Dallas in August. Huh uh.

First, we spent a week at Dad’s house in Payson. Dad and Susan planned a big Hatch family get-together the Sunday after we arrived. It was so fun to see cousins I haven’t seen in years, married and with kids. Breckan and her new husband, Stacey, Katie and Dallas, Matt and Haley, and most of Jenny’s children. Susan made 8 homemade lasagnes for the event. A lot of work! It was wonderful to reconnect with everyone. Dad and Susan were so amazing to do so much for us. I really enjoyed talking with each of them and just getting to know them more.

That weekend we went camping. Freeman flew in for the event. Uncle Stephen took Tyler out on the lake for 4 hours! fishing, and Tyler couldn’t get enough. Ty loves spending time with his uncles. I threw up that night, so camping ended a little early.

Ty enjoyed a date with Grandpa building a catapult, and Anslie enjoyed a date with grandpa creating jewelry from pop beads (pretty sure she enjoyed that more than grandpa did ;). We swam and watched movies. It was fun to spend an afternoon with Freeman’s cousin Emily at BYU. What a tremendous girl!! I just didn’t want to have to stop talking and say goodbye! We had creamery ice cream and wandered the bookstore.

I spent a day with my dearest college friend and mission companion Laura. Again, didn’t want to drive away or say goodbye! She is so much fun and so faith filled. The same day I spent a couple hours with my Grandma Hatch. She is more faded each time I see her, but can still make me a laugh. I loved looking in her eyes and connecting again.

We spent the next 10 days at my Moms. One of our very favorite days was spent at Pioneer Village at This is the Place Heritage Park. We went the day before Pioneer Day to avoid the crowds. The village has a train that transports you to the attractions. We saw an authentic farmhouse of Brigham Young’s, had homemade donuts, enjoyed the petting zoo and riding ponies, loved playing water games with the boys in pioneer clothing, tried pioneer candy, panned for gold, traded it in at the bank for MORE candy, and watched some absolutely incredible Native American dancers. I mean amazing. 18 month old Tucker was mesmorized for an hour by their performance. My sister Denise came with us and kept me sane!!

This IS the place!

Ans at Brigham Young's PINK house, it was pink back in the day too!

My Ty.


Panning for Gold.


Water games!





Tucker lovin on a goat.


This is what 6 hours of Pioneer Village does to ya.


Denise and I also enjoyed a long dinner …. we’re talking 3+ hrs…. at Kneaders one night. That’s good stuff, the food and the company.

We also enjoyed the Pioneer Day festival at Bountiful park, totally geared to young children and inexpensive. The kids played on bounce houses, sat in a real teepee, and enjoyed the rides. That night we watched Bountiful’s Pioneer parade, complete with a full 2000 young men dressed like stripling warriors! Pretty cool! And only in Utah, my friends.

We spent a day on temple square, touring the sights while Freeman was with us. The flowers were spectacular!

Lunch at Lion House Pantry.
Tuck just curled up and gave up.

We also spent a morning touring Bountiful. I showed the kids the house where I grew up, my favorite ice cream place, and we took pictures at the temple where we were married. Ah,Nielson's Frozen Custard.
Bountiful Temple where this family began!

On Pioneer Day we played in the stream near Mom’s house and made butter and pioneer taffy from scratch. The taffy was delicious but turned out too runny. Boo. Street players.
Making butter.
At Grandma's "pond".

We spent the next few days with Mom at her house. She retired at the end of the school year (Woo hoo!! Way to go!) and had lots of stuff from school that needed sorting and cleaning. Her pain has been high, and she couldn’t tackle the piles. It was good timing.

Next we were off to my brother Stephen’s house. He and wife Tanya recently bought a fantastic house in Saratoga Springs. We loved on their little guy Trevor, affectionately called “bubba nugget”, and the kids loved playing with 3 year old Zach. We all enjoyed the zoo, threw Steve and Dad a birthday party, and threw Mom a retirement party. We had SO much fun with them. Sweetest family in the world. We are so lucky that you are family!
Happy Birthday, Steven and Dad!


Matching toes with Aunt Tanya!


Mom's Retirement Party! Congrats!


And then it really was time to go home. So hard to go back to real life!

Just for fun, because there aren't enough pictures in this post.


Dressed up for church at Grandma's.


The baby boy.

July Family Reunion Time

This is how we do it in Texas.







Family reunion time! Most of Freeman’s siblings and their families gathered at Mom and Dad Lintons for a major party. That’s the only way the Lintons do parties. Major.

The first day we played at a nearby lake, with boats and waterskis. The kids were in heaven. That afternoon Mom and Dad arranged for a portable pizza oven to come to their house and bake pizzas for us. So fun!

The next day was a county fair at the farm. Mom and Dad own a small ranchette an hour north of their home. Freeman’s brother Isaac and his family live there. They had face painting, fishing, haystack hunting, snow cone making, a chicken rodeo (!) and a pie eating contest.
Grandma the prize lady.

Wowzers! For the chicken rodeo, all the kids lined up and we let all the chickens loose. The kids scrambled to catch chickens and toss them back in the pen. It was mayhem!! Kids laughing, kids crying, chickens crying, wings flapping, the whole bit.


Look out you poor chickens.


Get it, Ty!


Now the men take a stab at it.


Go Dad!






Tyler won the pie eating contest. That’s my boy.

Other highlights included a service project at the farm, lots of cousin play time, family pictures, birthday parties, fourth of july parade, bbq and fireworks, and lots of eating yummy food. Mom and Dad are masters at creating memorable events.




Alas, all good things must come to an end. If that wasn’t enough stimulation, three days later we got on a plane!....

June

Oh what a fun few weeks June was. The summer heat was already pressing upon us. Instead of getting out in the afternoon, we've been hopping on our bikes immediately upon waking to catch the cool of the morning. We come back hungry and ready to settle into a routine.

A few fun moments of the last two weeks include a movie at a real movie theater!, having the missionaries over for dinner, LOTS of swimming, and several visits to the local assisted living center.

In January I started a Power of Moms learning circle. If you're unfamiliar with learning circles or Power of Moms, click this to check it out. I and 6-8 women get together once a month to discuss an essay on motherhood that we've read. The attendance has waxed and waned, but I've really enjoyed spending time with other moms to talk about our most important work. This month there were only five of us who attended. Thanks Jaimee, Emma, Jenny and Audrey. It felt good to laugh and feel the spirit together.

We spend Father's Day afternoon home, with cinnamon rolls for lunch! Tyler wrote and illustrated a book for his Dad called "Peter Dragon and his Daddy" based on bedtime stories Freeman makes up about Peter the dragon. We printed it through Walgreens, and he was thrilled to gift it to his Dad. Anslie made Freeman a big tub of chocolate chip cookie dough. We spent the evening at Mom and Dad Linton's.Father's Day Table.

A couple Anslie quotes:
- I showed the kids a basil plant and explained it can be used to make pesto. They wanted me to explain what pesto was, so I did, several times. Anslie’s face suddenly brightened and she exclaimed, “Oh YEAH!! Like when you say ‘pesto-chango’!”
- Tyler went with Daddy, which upset Anslie. I told her that she got to stay home and play with girls, but Tyler was going to have to do work with Dad at the farm. She stopped whimpering and smiled. “So…..I get to play with the girls. And I don’t have to work! Great! Pink and cheese, pink and cheese, pink and cheese, I love pink and cheese.” She cracks me up.

Tyler and Anslie who?


I do love this delightful stage of food art at every meal.